心中所想。

很久没有更新了，因为实在没有什么节目。

日子过得很无聊。

还记得上中学时，时常希望可以上大学。

现在如愿以偿了，却发现并不是自己想要的。

看着身边的知己，一个一个离开自己到老远的地方去深造。

心中除了祝福他们，不免感到伤心。

从相知相惜，现在却变得很陌生。

并不是吵架了，而是彼此再也创不进对方的生活圈子。

玩乐的朋友很多，了解自己的有多少呢？

我很挂念她们，但我又能做些什么？

我能立刻飞到他们身边吗？

不要说远在澳洲和北京的她们，甚至连在吉隆坡的我也很无能为力。

难道这就是长大的代价？

人是自由了，但心灵却受到最大的束缚。

昔日的好友，如今不再需要我，他们已有了新朋友的照顾。

我却在原地踏步。

装得再坚强，只会显得更懦弱。

长大了才发觉，世界并不是你想象得这样简单。

奸诈的人，挣扎的生活，

往往令自由身的你陷入心灵上的不自由。

得到了他，却失去了全世界。

是因为得到他了，而失去全世界；

还是无论如何你也会失去全世界。呵呵

从小到大，没有自由，你想做这做那。

等你得到了自由，反而不懂可以为自己做些什么。

这就是人生里的悲哀。

尝尽了人生的甜酸苦辣，终于领悟了人生。

要得到心灵上的幸福毕竟不容易，因为我们太贪心了。

往往想取悦讨厌我们的人，却忽略了珍惜我们的人。

身边纯真的人都变质了，或许自己也变了。

不会再因为小事而伤心落泪，只因为心中的伤口已经长了厚厚的茧。

没有人会因为你的幸福而为你努力，唯有自己才能为自己争取心中所想的。

不要再做奶娃娃，好好的经营自己的生活。

快乐是自找的，幸福是自己必须寻找的。

希望自己能够加油，努力做到最好。

Easter's Eve & Easter Day.

Heyy people !

i have been mia for a whole month.

my March is boring shit cos I were drowning in sea of assignments and tests !

everyweekend, no entertainment, lifeless !

i had nothing to blog.

Finally done with all these, and my final is reaching.

pathethic life. ==

but then now im back with my Easter Day.

Went to Singberry with my BFF.

had a great yum cha session with them.

short but quality time =)

here are some pictures taken :

brownies *yummy*

thanks for loving me although im imperfect.

fav pic of mine.


i love you three to the maxxxx !

my noradear.

tai with her son XD
same attire !




on the way going back home =)

playing with nora's mum's sunglasses. =p

leopard lady. =)

my baobei tai.

Went to church attended Easter's Eve mass.




the next day,
Went to Scotch had lunch with mummy and brother for our Easter lunch XD

tata ! i will try to update more frequent. =)

Elora's Suprise 20th Birthday Party !

Let's begin this post wit,
Happy Birthday to you, Darling !

I planned this few days ago before her birthday.
i called all of my friends to join,
and ask tai to keep quiet,
just to suprise her.
wheeeeeeeeee.
Still remember the day before her birthday party,
i went to order the mango cheese cake that she craved for quite long.
On the day, no one entertain her. HAHAHAHA.
all gik her until she no mood.
but actually the preparation for her is so hangat.
baby went to help me buy drinks and collect cake.
after that, i went to buy kfc and fetch tai from ktm.
then fetched ruh, siew pheng, xiaoxiong and jia han come.

still remember when she saw all of us.
she cried. wow. HAHA.

so let the pictures tell the party !

Darling ! hope you love the present i choose for you.
dai gor lui la. must sang sang sing sing.
hope I can plan you a birthday party every year,
and be wit you until our last breath.

p/s : sorry for delaying this post. =))

iloveyou.

Happy Birthday to my Forever Sweetheart !

Happy birthday to you sweetheart !

So sorry that i cant celebrate for you at the actual date,

i only able to come back during weekends.

i love you so much.

i will never forget the days we sat together at physics lab,

we had endless conversation.

you made my high school life wonderful, cos you put so much colour on it.

together we are ONE.

Lastly,

hope you have a bright future.

&&&&

getting prettier and prettier !

p/s : i miss the song you sang to me last time =))

see you soon, mwahh !

Olivenz Cafe

Heyyy people.

there is one cafe i wanted to introduce to you all.

Olivenz Cafe at East. although this cafe already operating for long time,

but tis is the 1st time i went there.

overall this cafe is not bad.

the food's quality is above average, although there are still some distance compare to

citrus, indulgence.

the price of the food is much more affordable yet serve wit a quite big portion.

menu.

dragon fruit juice,rm4.90. tis is not fresh one =(

wild mushroom soup,rm3.90. although it tasted quite nice,i dont feel "wild" just ordinary.

mashed potato,rm5.80. tis one taste very nice !

chicken alio olio, rm10.90

ocean catch, rm14.80

last but not least, baby and i =p

tata !

Kahve Cafe @ Kinta City, Ipoh.

Delifrance's place is replaced by a cafe,
Kahve Cafe.
went there for few times.
as the food's taste is above average, the price is reasonable and the portion is not really big.
it suits my diet plan now =p


the interior of the cafe.

Kahve milk tea, rm3.30

mashed potato, rm2.80

ham cheese and egg sandwich, rm5.30

chicken in homemade cream sauce pasta, rm7.80

the pasta is definitely worth to try. is very nice =))

tata.

20th Birthday Celebration

I had a very happy birthday tis year,

as my family, girlfriends and babyvoon are with me.

and is my first birthday party. ^^

i knew some of them purposely came back to ipoh for me.

1st of all, is my hou ji mui, wei wei.

she came to fetch me for dinner at pizza hut. and thanks for your dinner and birthday present.

i will use the lip gloss every often for sure.

After the dinner, baby came to pick me up and went to yum cha with kobe and suling.

so suprise that my mum asked me wear nicer and im allowed to back late,

when i told my mum that after yum cha, i will be meeting my girlfriends at tai's house.

i were not very happy actually, cos when i call jiatian. she seems like forgot tat my bigday is just tomorrow.

then when i reached tai's house, no one der.

and tai said : " bu hao yi si,my house no electricity "

then suddenly they all popped out ^^

i saw balloons on the ceiling and CUPCAKESSSS.

omg. i love them.

this is my 1st birthday party. im grateful that after 2 years, all my girlfriends are still with me.

special thanks to :

babyvoon, weixin, jiatian, nora, elora, min, gang, camenn, mei mei, lala, sue and uncle tai.

i knew you all tried your best to make my birthday a memorable day.

thanks for the suprise party and those presents you all gave me. mwahh !

the next day,

baby came to pick me up for lunch.

and he gave me a bouquet of bai he.

felt so suprise as i din tell anyone that i love bai he.

so tis is my first time to receive bai he. ^^

went to Fairway, Golf Club for my birthday lunch.

#for babyvoon,

thanks for organising the suprise party for me with my girlfriends,

the flowers, the presents, the cupcakes and the lunch.#

after the birthday lunch, went to yumcha wit babyvoon, jiatian and tai.

awww. so happy actually. i love to talk to them damn much.

no burden. i can tell wateva i want to.

went to birthday dinner wit family at momo cafe. steamboat.

wheeeeee ^^ most of them are back !

thanks for the dinner and angpaus !

the last celebration.

yumcha session wit baby and friends at folie-folie.

thanks for helping me take pics huibin gor and

the delicious cake from hun chun. yummiessss. =)

thanks everyone that contributed for my birthday,

i appreciate it alot. and i love you all.

my life is wonderful because all of you that care for me are around me.

=)